воскресенье, 19 октября 2008 г.

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This is a meme that went round the traps four years ago... I thought it would be fun to do it again now.

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10 years ago I:
- Lived in Adelaide.
- Had just resigned from a 5-year long supermarket career in order to take a receptionist job.
- Was a [light] smoker.
- Developed Crohnapos;s Disease for the first time.
- Had a circle of friends (or at least people I thought were friends).
- Owned a computer with 250MB of memory, a top-of-the-line�24k modem, and the luxury of a 4x speed CD Rom drive in addition to the floppy disk drive.
- Didnapos;t have any fillings in my teeth.
- Had no idea that Duran Duran had continued to exist after about 1987.

5 years ago I:
- Thought "The Crossed Swords" was the most wonderful community on the internet.
- Had never seen Duran Duran play live and had never met Kate, Luna or Shaney face-to-face.
- Lived in a tiny, dark, one bedroom flat and drove to work every day.
- Started what was, in hindsight, probably the best job Iapos;ve ever had, though I didnapos;t appreciate it at the time.
- Believed I was going to write a novel one day.
- Took antidepressant medication for the first time.� (Or was that six years ago?)

1 year ago I:
- Went to the US for the first time.� (I canapos;t believe it was a whole year ago; it still feels like only a few months)
- Weighed about 6 kilos more than I do today.
- Had recently gotten a job at the top level of the public service administrative officer stream.
- Was renting a lovely two bedroom townhouse but was helping Ricki look for a place to buy where we could both live.
- Didnapos;t have my parents living with me.

So far this year I:
- Have had my parents living with me.
- Spent three months in an executive level position and hated it.
- Have (if you believe the doctors) had a little bit of a sort of nervous breakdown.
- Have converted my CD collection to high quality mp3apos;s and have built my music file collection up to about 4,000 songs.
- Loved and lost a magpie.
- Bought a laptop computer.
- Havenapos;t made any new friends.� (Like thatapos;s different from any other year...)

Yesterday I:
- Drove a car for the second time since mid-January.
- Gleed (thatapos;s the verb version of "glee") over my germinating basil seeds and tiny baby strawberries.
- Baked a berry cake.
- Played "Oblivion" on the computer.
- Got tummy-flutters when Rob Lowe kissed a girl on The West Wing.
- Got around the house barefoot for the first time since early autumn.

Today I:
- Bought a new pair of jeans and two new skirts because most of my old skirts trousers are too big for me now.
- Was happy when I remembered my boss doesnapos;t work Mondays anymore.
- Havenapos;t done very much work.
- Should have written an email to Luna instead of writing this meme.

In 1 year I:
- Will have finished playing "Oblivion".
- Will have finished reading the books that I got for Christmas in 2007.
- Will have a different boss.
- Wonapos;t have my parents living with me anymore.
- Might have gotten over to the UK to visit Kate at last.

In 5 years I:
- Donapos;t want to think about it.



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Welcome to TAINTED LOVE, home to heroes fanfiction written by myself, Ava. I am a supporter of Petrellicest, though all fanfictions containing anything of the sort will be clearly marked tagged so that you can avoid it and instead focus on the other fanfics. I am also an avid graphics designer so youapos;ll find icons, banners, etc. And the like up for grabs here from time to time. Anyway, I live in the united kingdom and love reading and writing, and I especially love watching Heroes (obviously) though I am only on the episode apos;I am become deathapos; and as such I am far, far behind the Americans Oh well, as long as you donapos;t post any spoilers Iapos;ll be fine
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As some of you may have noticed I havenapos;t been posting much lately, just a tidbit here and there. Well, there has been a lot going on in my life, and I havenapos;t really wanted to focus on it much. But things are better now, so Iapos;ll fill you in on whatapos;s been happening.

Around February I had to quit school for financial and health reasons. I had been trying to work full time and attend school full time. Combine this with extremely unhealthy work conditions and Black Mold in my apartment... You begin to get an idea of the shit I was going through. Iapos;d been getting sick A LOT and because of that I had to take a break from school. The plan was to take one or two semesters off, save up some money and come back to finish off school. I had been doing really well in school, mostly A+ work.

Well, my health didnapos;t get any better. In fact due to the poor work conditions (cold, damn and chemical filled) my health got steadily worse. After several sick days I came back to work and was told that while they were sorry my health was poor they had no choice but to "let me go". So now I have no school AND no job. I applied to several places and got some temp work, but it wasnapos;t enough... I got evicted from my apartment. (I loved that apartment) So now I have no school And no job AND no place to live. So I put everything in storage and moved into my truck. I started getting more work from the Temp agency and also applied to just about every place I could think of. Byrdie helped me get my truck more livable, then i ended up helping her move into a new apartment. I started applying to jobs in the area around her apartment, seemed like a good idea. I also decided that since things were going so shitty that I was going to do something I donapos;t usually do... Celebrate my birthday. I havenapos;t really done that in years, and for the most part it has sucked rocks when ever i have tried. But I needed, NEEDED this to work. So I posted in peoples profiles and called and invited everyone I could think of to join Byrdie and I for diner and an Afghani restaurant. It was great. Around eight people were able to make it, I got prezzies and had company, got hugged and groped and in general had a BLAST. One of my prezzies was a prepaid cell phone. Now I had a good number for prospective jobs to reach me at. The offshoot of which is that I got a job working for a thrift store about a block from Byrdies place. Iapos;ve been spending some nights at her place (most nights really) some nights with friends and some nights in my truck. So I do have access to showers and laundry. YAY

That brings us up to today. I got up and played a little bit of a game at Byrdies, then we went to the bank and cashed a check. Across the street was a radio station (92.5) doing a ticket give away for one of there "House parties". The bands that are going to be there are the Sugar hill gang, Tone Loc and Nelly. So Byrdie and I got in line and spun the wheel to see if we won. Byrdie went first and got a "Sorry", then I spun and WON TICKETS So on the 4th of November we are going to a party. Then we went across the street to get some "Subway" and found out that the guy behind the counter was a cool Juggalo named "Short". We shot the shit a little and then sat down near the window to eat. I had purchased a prime rib foot-long Sub with double meat and a fuck-load of tomatoes and veggies. As soon as I sat down though I noticed a homeless guy outside. Skinny, old and tired too, he seemed to be mildly broken physically as well. I looked at him, then down at my huge Sub.. Took one half and wrapped it up and walked outside to him. I said Hi and spoke with him a little, offered him the Sub and told him it had just been made. (Some people try to poison the homeless so the homeless tend to be leery of being offered food) We talked a little longer and then parted ways, he to go eat his sandwich and me to eat mine. However, not 2 minutes after I sit down again a 10 year old girl ended up tripping over herself in the restaurant and fell HARD on her knee. I get up to look (having heard the noise and crying) and see the childapos;s mom holding her while the "dad" stood there doing nothing. So I went back to the table, grabbed the plastic sleeve the Sub came in and filled it up with ice from the soda fountain. I offered to the kid and got her to start talking (and stop crying) then went back to my sandwich while the young girl (named Makayla) sat on the floor holding the ice on her knee and smiling.So Byrdie and I finish up eating and got ready to leave when a man stood up and tapped me on my shoulder as I passed his table. He told me that his daughter (this isnapos;t the one who hurt her knee) had seen me giving the homeless man half my Sub and wanted to let me know that she acknowledged it and wanted to say "thanks".

I always feel awkward in situations like this... I never know what to say. But I stumbled through my "thank you" and we left the "Subway". Next on our list of things to do was stop off at the local "Radio Shack". We go in and our favorite clerk is there, a nice young guy named Kevin. (Heapos;s a cutie too) We got more minutes for my phone and talked with him a while, then walked with him to where he was getting lunch. Where was that pray tell? Back at Subway So while we were there we asked "Short" to show us his wraith tattoo. Introductions were made all around and then kevin got his food and we left. He headed back to work and we started store hopping. In a pawn shop up the street I got a "Whoop, whoop" from a Juggalo that walked in. That always gets a smile on my face. We got back to my truck, hopped in and drove to the HT asian market. I picked up a bunch of noodle bowls and some Russian soda, and while we were there we met a couple. While not quite Juggalos they were fans of I.C.P. So it was all cool. Conversation ensued and we continued to talk for about 45 minutes with them.

We finally begged off and headed out again, this time to the Northgate mall. We shopped around and just walked around in the mall a b it. Honestly the only bad thing was my feet were hurting pretty bad by then.

Then we headed back to Byrdies place. So YAY for great days out and about with my Girl. After the last few months Iapos;ve had I really needed it. Thanks Byrdie for helping to make today so great1

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четверг, 16 октября 2008 г.

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I think the moral of my story is to never get involved in relationships. I believe in love and people being happy together, but I think some people are made for it and some people just donapos;t have what it takes for something that can be so fragile, yet so strong. There has to be a balance and I think I just fail at everything.

I try to be myself, I try to tone myself down a little and be different, I try to work things out, I keep everything to myself, I take criticism to heart and try to improve, I put up my guard and donapos;t change anything, Iapos;m emotional, Iapos;m emotionless...

It just doesnapos;t matter what approach I take, there is always something that the other person canapos;t deal with...and itapos;s killing me. I just want to be loved by someone and love someone in return. To be happy together and support each otherapos;s passions. To learn and grow from each other and do something epic as a team. It sounds like such an easy goal, but for some reason itapos;s just so hard.

Iapos;ve told myself over and over that itapos;s me...or itapos;s them, but no matter what the conclusion is...Iapos;m still the one left alone, hurting and feeling as if somethingapos;s wrong with me. I have people always telling me how great I am and how much fun I am to hang around with or talk to. Iapos;ve been complimented on many things concerning my personality and have had several people compliment my looks. So with so many things going for me...why is it that itapos;s not enough? Is it something about me? Or do people have this strange delusion that relationships are supposed to be flawless?

I canapos;t offer sunshine and rainbows everyday. Iapos;m broken, abused, tainted...there is so much ugliness on the outside. The beauty is buried within layers of distrust and insecurity. Iapos;ve let myself believe every person who tried to convince me that they could break through the barrier. Iapos;ve constantly tried to convince people that I had too much baggage, but they insisted they could handle it...only to turn around and give up on me.

Iapos;m so tired of feeling so worthless 8(

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+ Just a small update so everyone knows Iapos;m still alive.

+ What is this news Iapos;m hearing about Leah Dizon being pregnant? As in baby on the way? And married? I donapos;t know which oneapos;s more shocking.

+ What good music is out? I havenapos;t been checking updates for the few days apart from those that I already know I want to download. And there seems to be quite alot of comebacks/debut albums/popular albums coming out this month.

+ I want to buy Epik Highapos;s "LOVESCREAM" I absolutely love that album, itapos;s been on replay for days in the background while I work.

+ Who saw the newest "Twilight" trailer? Itapos;s tempting just to not go and watch it now. Seriously, the world of Twilight Iapos;ve created in my head is just fine -- a movie done the wrong way is really not what I want. The promo stills coming out are pretty, but the acting... Itapos;s so-so. Plus is it me, or do all the scenes seems to be during the day? I know the vamps can go out in teh sunlight but Iapos;m sure some scenes were nearing the evening, or twilight -- which the sky starts to darken.

+ Two more days til "Max Payne" hits the cinemas. I havenapos;t been to see a good film in ages - since "The Dark Knight" actually because "The Duchess" wasnapos;t really all that.

+ Iapos;ve been addicted to reading, and it seems nearly everything I pick up has some historical background/reference, so Iapos;ve had to spend time on Wiki before I can finish. My history sucks. Big time. I know nothing, absolutely nothing on the European Renaissance. I didnapos;t even know there were two - on in the 12th and the 16th century. No wonder why I couldnapos;t catch onto anything.

+ Iapos;m doing this intensive English Language and Lit course (because my previous A-Level was for English Lang) and guess what book I have to study? Dracula. Bram-fucking-Stoker. What is wrong with this world, I even have to study vampires at school. Plus this is the pure old fashioned, garlic, crucifixes, daylight stuff. Ergh. And I have to read the whole book. Again.

+ Nothing Iapos;ve just said is remotely significant to anything

+ Oh Anime season is back up "Vampire Knight" was back. Kaname was still as creppy and wow, he needs to tone down on the arrogance. BUT Wakeshima Kanonapos;s ending theme is amazing I love it even more than "still doll" and Iapos;ve even pre-ordered this single. The opening theme isnapos;t as catchy as the previous one, lets hope I get used to it. "Ga-Rei Zero" has been my favourite this season, although keeping has itapos;s problems.




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среда, 15 октября 2008 г.

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Just thought Iapos;d give an explanation to my blog name- Ten Diamonds. Quite simple really my boyfriend Daniel means the absolute world to me he gave me a stunning ring with ten small diamonds. I love it never take it off (err, actually I do- washing the dishes, cleaning etc) So there you go. Iapos;m hoping to get more people to read my apos;blogapos;. It kinda sucks writing to myself... The Online World is full of cliques.

The mass of forums I have joined there are so many groups, so many of the apos;eliteapos;. Secretly Iapos;ve always wanted to be on... Have people interested in my life, people I donapos;t actually know to talk to. Kinda weird I know. But hey, everyone has their own little secrets. I guess in someways the internet is like real life. Always wanting to fit in, be accepted... Be "cool".

Yeah, thatapos;s my random thought for today.
Much Love.
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"You know, we are spontaneous people"

hahaha�:D and I really like that cause seriously we are. Be it with onghuikuan or with leen/wanying.

but onghuikuan and I must be the best. Weapos;re always damn random and itapos;ll be�a mad rush to get to bugis right after school, stinking in our uniform. No wonder I always feel that I havenapos;t seen you in clean and nice clothes for a very long while.

anyway, the later part of the day was spent in the cardio room with my bff :D and it feels SO�ROMANTIC cause itapos;s like Iapos;m not a sportswoman but she is, thatapos;s why Iapos;m there with her, trying to motivate her while at the same time, I picked up cardio cause of her (not really, yongji was the 1st one who brought me there). Hahaha but all the calories were gained back after a trip down to bugis and we ate a lot. (not exactly..)

anyway, cardio room has this cool shit fish game hahaha but itapos;s like very exciting

but before that, yongji and I were looking at her do weights while we try to mingle with all the equipments and act like weapos;re doing a lot of stuff but frankly speaking, even the assisted pull up was so freaking hard. I think Iapos;ll never do weights my whole life please; cardio is much much much more fun and nice. But toned arms are very very very important. HMM

anyway, rewind to cs. It was plain stupid cause it was 1hr of doing retarded things, talk about retarded stuff, look at retarded people and laugh. But the people present were pretty entertaining today so for the 1st half an hour, chris and I just kept cleaning the 1st wall all 4 (liang, ms ong, chris and I) of us cleaned. And we were basically noticing 2 people all the time. And the thing is, even before we started, we were warned not to stay together already -.- cause of the 2 stupid people who kept laughing and their sense of humour is totally ground zero.

but we agreed thatapos;s why they make nice people to hang out with. :)

I think Iapos;m losing the touch of blogging damn it :(

and cause of today, Juan and I finally managed to spend time together which I was really really glad for hahaha so happy. Anyway, youapos;re like the best advisor in my life woman, the coolestest one some more and in many situations, Iapos;m really thankful for all that youapos;ve said. Directly or indirectly cause seriously, you do give kickass advices <3

some person keep asking me to restructure her sentences and totally using me to do parts of�her wr hahaha

anyway I know my math results and itapos;s so +_()( but chem was rather surprising (I didnapos;t get�an A please)�though the top scorer is 90.9

I feel inadequate but seriously, thereapos;s more to life

and this saturday will be fun�:D

anyway, weapos;ve decided that weapos;re at our prime so we should catch a horror late night show, drink and stayover at my place. But us being us, I think weapos;ll just end up renting vcds, drink and stayover at my place.

I feel like eating pizza.



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