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I feel like im quickly losing friends all at once. Im sure that the death count isnt done yet. I say alot of stupid shit when im drunk. Things that get me in trouble. Things that come out wrong. Things that i regret the next day. I wish i could sleep forever and just leave my life behind. Im not depressed. But i dont feel so good either. The things ive seen. The things ive done. I dont understand how i can take it all back. I cant. Theres too many mistakes ive made in my life. I dont know why i cant stop. I dont know why i cant be the clear headed guy i use to be. The one that knew how to handle his own problems and give valid advice to others. Im a wreck. The constant sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach is growing old. I have nothing to offer anyone. Im sorry.

i could use my old self right now. Heapos;d know what to do.

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